HEARING ABOUT YOU

HEARING ABOUT YOU

hearing about you just gets me in Chaos... Hearing about you makes me wonder like I have lost contact with everything...Hearing about you makes me realize how I still am not over you at least unless I achieve that turning point in my life...Hearing about you gets me nervous like my mind gets triggered by the thought of you...Hearing about you even after a long time makes me realize it ain't over yet for me... Hearing about your achievements does not surprise me but it shows me how ahead you could be I'm not sure it could fill your void cause no matter how many certificates you add to that table it's just a mask to prove to yourself that you are good enough... Hearing about you brings it all again.....Hearing about you is something I wish I could escape from.....Hearing about you makes me run away from everyone and everything that could bring your name again......Hearing about you reminds me of your voice that loud tone inside my head......Hearing about you reminds me of your harsh words and mean comments...Hearing about you just reminds me of how worthless you made me feel...Hearing about you is just a lot for me to handle...Hearing about you makes me overthink and too sensitive to things....Hearing about you reminds me of your selfish behavior.....Hearing about you gives me all those vibrations I felt and those helpless moments I felt the cause of it you...Hearing about you reminds me of all those unwanted feelings you taught me...Hearing about you makes me think If it wasn't with you and someone else everything would have been great....Hearing about you reminds me of how I surrendered to you.....Hearing about you reminds me of how you muted my actions.....Hearing about you reminds me of how we ended in this unexpected closure..... Hearing about you just reminds me of that little girl who was full of big dreams and ambitions that you took away by being part of it.....