A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP

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A healthy relationship as easy as it looks when dealing with a toxic relationship it could seem like winning a marathon!

A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP

A healthy relationship that is not concealed from the eyes of everyone was what I was claiming….. A healthy relationship where I’m not dragged during the night by your hands pulling me closer towards you was the energy I’m running from….. A healthy relationship where I could sleep next to you sharing your bed with all eyes witnessing was what you couldn’t give us…. A healthy relationship where we go out on coffee dates speaking about some silly stuff while drinking our coffee and giggling just faded all after one year….. A healthy relationship where you introduce me to your friends and tell them about us it’s those minor things that say it all ….. A healthy relationship where we socialize with other people and just be public without being scared was just not an option….. A healthy relationship where I know where I stand in your life was just not questionable…. A healthy relationship where I play the wife role while I’m not yet I have to act like one whenever you are pleased was a daily struggle….. A healthy relationship that doesn’t happen under closed doors was what I was missing…. A healthy relationship where we could dream of a life together was just impossible…. …. A healthy relationship that was full of my rights over you was what I couldn’t ask for….. A healthy relationship where I can share or talk about you with anyone close was never happening…. A healthy relationship where I live for myself that is not centered on your egocentric nature was just not happening any time sooner…. A healthy relationship where it’s about us and not only you was never misspelled by your tongue not even once….. A healthy relationship where we celebrate my birthday or even yours wasn’t available it was all happening under those closed doors….A healthy relationship where we enter the same house at different times so nobody knows acting like there is nothing was your thing….. A healthy relationship in which we share real conversations just didn’t make any sense anymore….. A healthy relationship that is not only about getting physical is what you couldn’t give me…. A healthy relationship where it’s not only about you satisfying your desires through me was my question that you never answered…. A healthy relationship where we spend the night watching movies together without being physical it just never happened…. A healthy relationship where the reason that kept you coming was only me and nothing else was a lie I couldn’t tell myself….A healthy relationship where the fruits of this relationship are children was just a whisper you made at night when you are the most vulnerable…… A healthy relationship where we dream of the future that we both are the main characters you never envisioned in the slightest way possible….. A healthy relationship where we live under the same roof without fear that people might know or see wasn’t going to happen and you liked playing this hide and seek game always….. A healthy relationship where I’m the wife and not the mistress was the role I miss playing…. A healthy relationship I wonder was it a game you liked to play because you know it’s forbidden so you were excited to have me….A healthy relationship where you go out of your comfort zone just to make things work wasn’t a thing that comes to your mind……

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