Who comes first

Something to think.
A day never felt longer
An emotion never this scattered
'A mess' one may call it.
How is it possible?
To try and get to know someone while,
While having no know how of one's self?
Is it even? Is it possible?
Be honest, to what extent do you know you?
Is the you you know the true self?
The subconscious is one sneaky little thing
It leaks what one may not even know of itself
Listen then heal
Take the time
Go ahead.